this is an archive of all my blog entries! just a simple text format.




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<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Date:</b></span> 10/23/2023</p>
<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Mood:</b></span> Hungry</p>
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<h2>First entry</h2>
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<p style="margin:0px;">Hello all! this is my first blog entry thingy! I'm Echo a 17 year old girl. I plan on using this site as a personal project/ diary feel free to follow along !.</p>
 
<p>this kid in my class said one of my favorite horror movies was horrible, I hate him and I hate this school, everyone makes fun of me. I don't need anyone besides my family. The other day these girls I sit by said the book I was reading for my english class looked like a 5th grade book, despite it being a classic film AND novel, bitches hope they get what they deserve. Today they wanted to act all buddy buddy with me. Ugh don't get me started on this one kid chewing and chewing his stupid fucking granola bar IT DOESNT TAKE THAT LONG TO CHEW IT. The school sent my mom an email about joining some support group KISS MY ASS I'd rather die than waste my time at some group. anyway gotta finish working on the site, Bye bye- Echo</p>

<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Date:</b></span> 10/24/2023</p>
<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Mood:</b></span> Bored</p>
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<h2>Second Entry</h2>
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<p style="margin:0px;">Haven't done much of anything today besides think.</p>
<p> Of course I've listened to music and stuff.I just took my meds and right now its around 11am I was supposed to take them a bit earlier so whoops. Anyway I've been thinking all stupid philosophical or whatever,like how in horror movies why would a final girl go back to kill the slasher? especially when the slasher hasn't found you in like 20 plus years what would she be chasing? the adrenaline? To finish a plot line? To go back and relive it but the way she wanted to, to be a hero and save the day instead of letting all her friends die? It's just odd to me. I've also been thinking about my loneliness I know I sound like a total bitch on this site but I'm just quiet irl. I keep to myself and don't try to make friends or talk to others. I just try not to think about the fact that I never get out of the house besides work and school,I know deep inside though there's that yearning for some sort of human connection outside of family to connect so well with someone you want to spend the rest of your life with them like two puzzle pieces coming together, I don't know it sounds kinda stupid now that I'm thinking about it Ha Ha.</p>
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<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Date:</b></span> 10/25/2023</p>
<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Mood:</b></span> so-so</p>
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<h2>third entry.</h2>
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<p style="margin:0px;">I was left with my thoughts again for most of the day but I prefer it that way.</p>
<p> I drew a lot and watched a movie I started to get giddy whenever my favorite character was on screen.He's so cool.I think if I ever dated anyone I would want them to like all the stuff I like, every time I've dated someone we've only had like one thing in common. it sucked so bad.If I had a boyfriend I'd want him to be as fucked up as I am ha ha that sounds edgy I know but it's the truth I have a lot of bad things going on in my brain all the time, but I never act on them since I want to you know still have some sort of life LOL anyway today I was leaving a class and the teacher asked me if I was okay I was like yeah I am. Do I look that sad? well you guys wouldn't know since I don't plan on showing my face. but still people always tell me I look sad or mad. that's interesting to me because I think I've always looked this sad. Maybe I was meant for it since birth like a curse put on a baby in those cult movies.This is really freeing being able to put all my SAFE FOR INTERNET thoughts somewhere LOL. anyway I also really hate when people IRL(In real life) like what I like because I don't want them to be like me I don't want them to strike up a conversation with me like they're my buddy. They could never understand the characters like I do. I entrust people online though since they always make cool stuff.</p>
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<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Date:</b></span> 10/26/2023</p>
<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Mood:</b></span> Bored AGAIN</p>
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<h2>Fourth entry.</h2>
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<p style="margin:0px;">Today is a half day at school woot woot!.</p>
<p> It's still like very early morning but I'm bored in class lol! anyway yesterday my mom got me one of those huge tumblr(tumbler LOL) cups and I decorated it with stickers! specifically horror movie stickers.Horror movies are such a comfort for me ever since I was little I was exposed to them, anyway I'll update this closer to the end of the day for me.Finally got around to updating this again! I think I'll try to add a comment box to this site, but if you guys wanna contact me I made an email! its echosechochamber@gmail.com! I made it specifically for this site ha ha, anyway today I was walking to my gym class and this kid smelled like freshly cut onions ha ha, I forgot to mention this yesterday but I made the mistake of listening to ambient music while I read in class and this girl who sits near me started to laugh and say "I like your music" cause I guess my music was so loud she could hear it? but she wouldnt stop talking and I didn't want to hear her annoying voice talk about how she constantly gets into fights with teachers and smokes in the bathroom I DO NOT CARE so why would I want to hear you, you know? hahahahaha I used my big cup thing my mom got me today it was the best I'm glad she got it for me. I've also noticed a lot of people have started viewing this site a lot more! I'm not sure if anyone thinks this or not but this site ISNT AN ARG it's just my diary and experimenting with stupid little things. ha ha. I was also thinking of making a site of my art I make.</p>
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<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Date:</b></span> 10/27/2023</p>
<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Mood:</b></span> Tired</p>
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<h2>Fifth entry.</h2>
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<p style="margin:0px;">Ahhh I can't sleep!.</p>
<p> It's technically the next day so I can count it right? ha ha anywayysss I can't sleep ugh I already said that. I don't know I just feel lonely I thought about being alone for too long and got sad so I came here to vent something out, whatever something may be. I just, I don't know I always see kids my age hanging out with friends and having active social lives, being involved in the community etc and I'm just kind of,, there? I don't know it just sucks last time I thought I had someone to talk to they turned out to just be fetishizing me which sucked big time since it's not the first time it's happened. being so close to someone weather it be romantic or not is something I've always struggled with, I think I give my all too quickly. But i'm afraid if I don't tell them anything they'll lose interest in me.I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH ME!!! I think maybe it's becaused I was groomed many times when I was younger that I've just gotten used to the fact that I have to keep them entertained or they'll leave. I wish I could talk my younger self into never using social media. Maybe I would have been better or maybe it was bound to happen, maybe I woul've K1lled myself if it wasn't for social media. I don't know.. When I was in 5th grade I started to experience my first depressive episode I just kept crying and I didn't know why. I started to hate myself more and more, I hoped it was just hormones but it never went away, it got worse and I got better at hiding it ahhhh hahahaha. Sorry! I sound f^cking crazy!! I don't want people to pity me. Just to hear my story is enough. people have pitied me all my life saying that I'm oh so strong for surving the things that have happened to me. I'm not strong I succumed to the weight many times. I self h@rmed I isolated myself from everyone I never left my room etc. I started taking meds though, things got way better I've been taking them for two years now. sometimes I still buckle under the weight and things like this happen. But at least this stopped me from crying :p LOL art site coming soon lov u guys!I'll also prob update this during the actual day since I'm supposed to see fnaf :D hehe okay bai for realsies for now.Haiii!! so I just woke up since I didn't go to school today and things are a lot better, think I just got that mid night sadness LOL anywho sorry about doin all that sad stuff! I watched the FNAF movie today! ugh it made me want to cry I was so excited I've loved fnaf ever since it came out I was hooked on all the fan theories and games. it gave me a place of comfort, the thought of the animatronics liking me! not in a romantic way tho LOL. I wish I could experience something cool and paranormal where I help spirits pass on....so cool!</p>
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<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Date:</b></span> 10/28/2023</p>
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<h2>Sixth entry.</h2>
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<p style="margin:0px;">I gotta go to work today!.</p>
<p> Hi guys! today I gotta go to work but that means I'll have money for stickers!! yayyyy ha ha anywho I had some crazzzyyy dreams last night but it all felt rea like it's something I've already experienced? ha ha I've had that happen to me before especially when I was younger I would have the same exact thing happen to me again! ha ha also when I was little I used to talk to ghosts. at least according to my mom. it was her boyfriend ( at the time) house I remember it being really white on the inside but my mom said it wasn't like that but besides that I do remember having a little friend when I would go over there, my mom said he was in a tux all the time But I remeber him just being nice to me. I also used to look into attics.. complete deep dark ones and just talk and smile up at the darkness... SPOOKY! ha ha I think ghosts are real, and I think that's cool. </p>
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<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Date:</b></span> 10/31/2023</p>
<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Mood:</b></span> painful</p>
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<h2>Seventh entry.</h2>
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<p style="margin:0px;">I got into a car crash sunday night.</p>
<p> I dont wanna go into details, I spent 15 hours at the hospital I'm in pain.I threw up I fractured ribs and got 11 stitches on one leg. I'm so tired cuz of the muscle relaxer. send love and prayers thank you. happy halloween.</p>
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<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Date:</b></span> 11/08/2023</p>
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<h2>Eighth entry.</h2>
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<p style="margin:0px;">Back to school(finally?).</p>
<p> I'm finally returning to my normal duties which means I'm returning to not having much to do or anyone to talk to, now that everyone has stopped feeling bad for me no one really cares anymore.anyhow I'm going to talk to you guys again!I did infact see the FNAF movie I think on the 28th? I loved it. I wore a skirt to school today I don't usually do that cause' I'm not usually in the mood to deal with it but it allows more air to flow to my stitches and makes me more comfy. I've started wearing way more skirts ha ha my friend got me a tamagotchi the tamagotchi smart one! I love my tamagotchi she's so cute. anywho love u guys! </p>
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<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Date:</b></span> 1/11/2024</p>
<p><span class="datecolor"><b>Mood:</b></span> Back and better than ever!</p>
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<h2>Ninth entry.</h2>
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<p style="margin:0px;">IM BAAACKKK</p>
<p> hello everyone! I'm back! and better than ever! I've been doing better since the crash, my dog had babies and it's a new year!! technically a year since I've been on here then haha. I passed all my classes which is good obv. I became a teachers aide for one of my favorite teachers!! I try not to be as sad but I still get anxiety going out. I've been playing splatoon a lot and I got pikmin 4 for christmas!!! haha exciting I know. I wish pikmin were real. imagine haha little guys helping you out in daily life!! anyhow I've missed you guys. even though no one comments haha BTW I HAVEEEE A COMMENT BOX!! no pressure though I don't want to seem desperate. oh theres this girl in one of my classes and she just always hates on things the momen they become popular like shut up ur not special. anyhow Love u guys see yaaaa tmr </p>
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